DISCLAIMER: If you aren't for homosexuality I advice you to do two things:
- Get The FUCK Off Of MY BLOG
- Get REAL (It seems like everyone has a little gay in them nowadays, I just have a substantial amount that I enjoy very much)
Ok so basically I have this ex girlfriend and this is how shit went: My senior of high school I was really big on this website called Downelink.com. It's a website for the LGBTQ community. It's like myspace kind of. Anyway, well I had a friend request one day from this girl. I added her and we began conversing. Ok so skipping ahead like 3 weeks, her and I realized that we went to the same school. We met up the next morning in the cafeteria and spoke briefly. Somehow we exchanged numbers and began texting and talking. Everything was good, she was a sweet girl but she had that dominance that I find all too sexy. So we continued talking and eventually started dating. We were a cute couple. We had a lot of fun on the phone, we spent a lot of time together, and she always made me laugh. Well all good things come to an end and her and I broke up. She had her reasons for us not being together and I just took it as a grain of salt and moved on. Was I hurt ? HELL YEA ! I just had to be okay with it though because crying and whining would've been stupid as shit. Recently, her and I spent some time together and some things happened. Well now I'm kind of in my feelings. She's in a relationship with someone else and sad to say I'm jealous. I'm trying to talk to other people and take my mind off of her and our past relationship but this shit isn't working.She feels like because of her and I messing around I'm hers now. She has this territorial thing about her that I LOVE, it's like the sexiest thing in the world. I just don't understand how she's going to be jealous when I'm giving her all the hints I can give like HELLO BITCH I WANT TO BE YOUR GIRLFRIEND ! I don't mind being her friend it's just we both know that we like each other but she feels she's not the right girl for me. That's always the fucking case with me ! I'm either too good of a girlfriend or they just cheat. I don't know what to do anymore. We've talked about it and it just seems to go nowhere. It's like she's got me running in circles trying to figure out what the fuck I'm supposed to do about the way I feel. The shit is a headache. I want to be her friend so I separate my feelings for her from wanting to be her friend. The shit is just a lesbians worst nightmare. I need a nap.
