No literally.
I really did lose my shit and now I'm on some mood swing pills to get my mind straight. I lost a lot of my friends, the relationship w. my dad is depleting, and I gave up smoking and drinking. I decided to start a relationship with a good friend of mine and it's amazing. He (YES HE) has really been there for me. I know I was so hung up on women but he really has just proved that every man isn't the fucking same. My ex is finally out of the picture COMPLETELY !! She proved that just because you act one way doesn't mean that that's your real character. I got the fuck off of facebook and twitter. This is probably just temporary but I feel better without it. It's like quitting smoking or some shit.
Don't get me wrong I still love women. I have gay moments EVERY DAMN DAY ! I enjoy women and I'm still very attracted to the beautiful creature that is Eve. I will still put my tongue in the... *cough* sorry I was getting to far into it.
Side note: I've been baking a lot of cakes lately. (RANDOM)
Ok so about this medicine. It makes my upper arms fucking ITCH ! Like the side effects are crazy as shit. It's supposed to help me with my bipolar tendencies (not the itching the pill). It doesn't make me gain weight or anything but I really think it's giving me diarrhea. Like today at work I shitted like 5 times and it was a nasty kinda shit too (that was all to personal). Anyways, I'm feeling better though since being on the medicine and I like the feeling of being content and sober. My boyfriend and I go walking during the week so I'm getting some exercise and I'm eating better.
I got my nose pierced ! The shit bled like someone had attempted to rape my fucking nostril by sticking a straw in my shit and then decided to yank it out. It looks cute though. It's dainty and feminine. It doesn't look like a fat ass boogie or blister. I could cover it with concealer or something and call it done if I needed to hide it but my job is cool with it.
Is that everything I want to tell you guys or is there something else ?
Nope I think that's about everything.
Bye Bitches. =) ( I only call you bitches because I don't any of you personally and if I do then maybe you deserve the title ;) )
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